older stuff

thoughts are really important.
Mind, memories, speech, thinking.
Feelings are really important.
Inner feelings, emotions, identity
personal defense, communication
in words and feelings.

Being, identifying.

Once I had them all. No one understood
Now I've lost most of them, I dealt with
wrong people. Though that is the world.
People know most but know nothing.

Things which were normal, are gone.
no one understood, I did.
Eventually I didn't understood myself anymore.

We're all alone. Everyone preserves for their own.
Until you're emptied in every way and can't be.
Then you'll become what those people really are.
The reason why you didn't bother lies there
though broken down because of them

older stuff 2

Thinking about the hereafter
spirituality, reincarnation
spheres. Inner feelings
Karma. Passed lives.

Had more than one life.
Experienced multiple life experiences.
Different inner feelings.

Wars, murders, negative spirals.
Wasted times and lives.

Love, friendship, helping, parenthood

older stuff 3

To Rodin or not to Rodin. Gimme a kiss. No I'm thinking.

Dying alone. Crawling like stone. Gates of hell.


Gates of paradise. Can I run away towards the sea.

Pyramids. Telling the story of our purpose on earth.

Multiple layers of meanings inside hieroglyphs.



I lost most of my life. Feelings. Love. Myself.

It's my own fault. Life isn't ...

Beautiful boring. Sad songs. Trapped.



Another person. Meaning. Learning new people.

Don't want to. Who are you? Misstep. Need to.



Growing alone. Older.

older stuff 4

giving life through talking to other people
showing my things by opening new perspectives
inside life of patterns, universe of the mind
living in bigger circles of acquintances
bending the telescope through the colors of a raindrop
meaning the better feeling behind the clouds


walking through cities to open the fields of gold
architecture, society, a good way to develop
walking through nature to see the gold
feelings passed on to eachother
living in bigger circles of understanding the cosmos


universes of the mind, cosmos and hereafter
divided by feelings and understanding
feelings of knowing the deep level of transcending
just point at it. god is, moving to higher sensing
intuition, knowing love, care


inner censurings are fed by unknowing of the majority
reflected on your own being.
what would you do if you were solving a mystery
the hereafter is bigger as can be
thousands of years in giving love
before leaving to another planet

respect all living creatures, love